I’ve a nostalgic sort of suffering,
An ear infection, if I am to understand
(or a slender blade piercing either side of my skull)
Hot pads and an old dryer relieves the pain,
But it’s the deafness that swallows me in helplessness,
Waking up in the middle of the night in tears,
Weeping at my pitiful helplessness,
Weakness of my body wracked in pain
(If only I’d a knife to slip below my skull!)
Like a child who cannot understand
Why life is suffering.
Discarded Recollections 
If this about your pain now you should see a doctor. Your ears are precious, please get them seen to. ❌❤❌
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I’m afraid I’m one of those stubborn fools who can hardly find time to tend to myself, even for my precious ears!
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It is your decision of course, but if you lose your hearing you will end up like me and have to wear hearing aids!
My loss of hearing is due to getting older but it is no fun. 😪
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Hahaha, very well, I’ll tend to a doctor if it gets worse. Luckily my age has only affected my alacrity rather than my ears.
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Lol 😆
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Hauntingly beautiful. Speaks to a deeper meaning.
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