Be Cruel, Beloved

Malignancy, I welcome,
A cruel tongue so sharp,
It cuts painlessly;
Or your sinister contempt,
Spreading like cancer,
Tearing me apart;
Give me all of your hatred,
Anger and cold rage,
A promise of pain.

(a promise to feel)

I cannot stand your pity:
Eyes wet with sadness,
Like you regret me.

Like you’ll forget me.

Like you’ll someday grow.

And I
Remain
Still.